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Huh . . .
Wow. I am in an amazingly shitty mood today, literally all I want to do is curl up in my bed snuggled against some warm body (preferably my DWAP) and just conk out, or if I can't get him than my teddy bear.
I've been sniping at my mother all day and I was actually crying earlier. What the hell is wrong with me?
God I hope this is just a clash between my natural hormones and the chemical ones brought on by my birth control, cause if they aren't that means there is some bigger issue at play and that is the last f*ckin' thing I need with a new semester starting Monday and a show opening next Tuesday.
I'm burning out, I can feel it, and I have no chance of recovering until . . . Jesus, Christmas at the earliest thanks to my committing to do "Cyrano" from October until December - I don't even get my 20th birthday off. FUCK! I need a fu*king vacation god-damnit! This "weekend here or there" bullshit is slowly killing me. I need to get out of town, go somewhere with theater, history, or roller-coasters.
If there's anyone out there who can save me, I'm drowning here.
~J
I've been sniping at my mother all day and I was actually crying earlier. What the hell is wrong with me?
God I hope this is just a clash between my natural hormones and the chemical ones brought on by my birth control, cause if they aren't that means there is some bigger issue at play and that is the last f*ckin' thing I need with a new semester starting Monday and a show opening next Tuesday.
I'm burning out, I can feel it, and I have no chance of recovering until . . . Jesus, Christmas at the earliest thanks to my committing to do "Cyrano" from October until December - I don't even get my 20th birthday off. FUCK! I need a fu*king vacation god-damnit! This "weekend here or there" bullshit is slowly killing me. I need to get out of town, go somewhere with theater, history, or roller-coasters.
If there's anyone out there who can save me, I'm drowning here.
~J
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