![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
(no subject)
Oct. 23rd, 2005 11:30 pmI got together with Sierra today. Early on it seemed like it might not happen since she wasn't feeling well but we just held off for a few hours and got together anyway. We went to a late lunch at Bear's Tooth (I went there in particular because Brian works there, yes I need help, I know) and it was quite good. We got my favorite kind of pizza and some quesidillas, overall very yummy. We talked and ate and it was nice, I've missed hanging out with her. I did do the creepy girlfriend thing, I am sad to say. I used any excuse she gave me (getting her a movie list, getting the check, washing my hands) to try and walk past Brian to see if he registered my presence, he didn't, so when we were done I walked up to him (cutting the line of customers) and put my hand on his arm, then I left, I didn't even say hello. God I'm weird! I'm sure I scared him.
After lunch we went to The Look, she wanted to get a corset to complete her Halloween costume, she's coming as CatWoman. She ended up getting white foundation and fake eyelashes I, however, got a third costume (the one I've been planning on going with - Wily Wonka, the cheap but cute one my Mom got me - Musketeer, and this new one Priest) Sierra and I both agree I look pretty good in it, I look like a priest, if only I was a touch more religious. We went to the office, my mom was heading out to go recycle cardboard, I freaked out because I'd left my top hat at Bear's Tooth, she went to go get it and Sierra and I went upstairs. She looks very nice in her cat suit, shiny and she makes a crap load of noise when she breathes, but the costume looks great. We're going to alter it a little so it lies a bit better but it looks fine as it is. All she needs it gloves and boots, oh and a whip, can never forget the whip. At around nine I took her home. We talked for a bit, she hadn't read the 6th Harry Potter yet so I had the guilty pleasure of telling her about Dumbledore's death, Ron and Lavender de-evolving into a single cell suction organism, and about Harry and Ginny falling into passionate dating. She had the same responses I did "Nooo!!! Little Gi- Nooo! That's just Wrong!" "Ron you stupid, stupid boy! Hi-yah!" "Severus? No, not Severus!" It was nice. She showed me this Victorian style jacket, it's tight everywhere except for puffs at the shoulders, it's very Jean-Claude meets the 80's. We got talking about her boyfriend and about Brian which led us to biting and just some regular kinks. I bit her and she bit me, I realized something. When we were at the Look I kept wanting her to try on this adorable yet revealing outfits, I thought it was because I was still attracted to her but no, it's because I see my skinnier friends as giant Barbie's 'please go try this on since it wouldn't fit me but I think it's pretty', the biting proved that to me. I like biting and being bit but only if I'm aroused at the same time does being bit not hurt, when she bit me it wasn't unpleasant but it wasn't fun. I have stopped being attracted to her, I mean she's still pretty, I'm not blind but she's just my friend. About damn time, that residual sexual thing bugged the hell out of me for the longest time.
I love her, and Anthea and Jenny but the only time I would ever do anything at all sexual with them would be if they asked, if it would make them happy and even then I don't know if I could do it, it'd kinda be like making out with the friend you've had since you were four (as close to siblings as possible without blood ties), if you had to you could but you wouldn't want to. Not that that makes any sense whatsoever.
I better get to bed. Fuzz~J
After lunch we went to The Look, she wanted to get a corset to complete her Halloween costume, she's coming as CatWoman. She ended up getting white foundation and fake eyelashes I, however, got a third costume (the one I've been planning on going with - Wily Wonka, the cheap but cute one my Mom got me - Musketeer, and this new one Priest) Sierra and I both agree I look pretty good in it, I look like a priest, if only I was a touch more religious. We went to the office, my mom was heading out to go recycle cardboard, I freaked out because I'd left my top hat at Bear's Tooth, she went to go get it and Sierra and I went upstairs. She looks very nice in her cat suit, shiny and she makes a crap load of noise when she breathes, but the costume looks great. We're going to alter it a little so it lies a bit better but it looks fine as it is. All she needs it gloves and boots, oh and a whip, can never forget the whip. At around nine I took her home. We talked for a bit, she hadn't read the 6th Harry Potter yet so I had the guilty pleasure of telling her about Dumbledore's death, Ron and Lavender de-evolving into a single cell suction organism, and about Harry and Ginny falling into passionate dating. She had the same responses I did "Nooo!!! Little Gi- Nooo! That's just Wrong!" "Ron you stupid, stupid boy! Hi-yah!" "Severus? No, not Severus!" It was nice. She showed me this Victorian style jacket, it's tight everywhere except for puffs at the shoulders, it's very Jean-Claude meets the 80's. We got talking about her boyfriend and about Brian which led us to biting and just some regular kinks. I bit her and she bit me, I realized something. When we were at the Look I kept wanting her to try on this adorable yet revealing outfits, I thought it was because I was still attracted to her but no, it's because I see my skinnier friends as giant Barbie's 'please go try this on since it wouldn't fit me but I think it's pretty', the biting proved that to me. I like biting and being bit but only if I'm aroused at the same time does being bit not hurt, when she bit me it wasn't unpleasant but it wasn't fun. I have stopped being attracted to her, I mean she's still pretty, I'm not blind but she's just my friend. About damn time, that residual sexual thing bugged the hell out of me for the longest time.
I love her, and Anthea and Jenny but the only time I would ever do anything at all sexual with them would be if they asked, if it would make them happy and even then I don't know if I could do it, it'd kinda be like making out with the friend you've had since you were four (as close to siblings as possible without blood ties), if you had to you could but you wouldn't want to. Not that that makes any sense whatsoever.
I better get to bed. Fuzz~J
